ok this totally just came to me like two seconds ago.... I am sitting here in the library on facebook ( i know right... soooo productive.) anywho... I am sitting there and i visit a friend's page and i see something i don't like. Yes it really just rubs me the wrong way, i look at it, read it atleast 4-5 times and just ugh!!!!!
VENT!!!!
Then i realize, and continue to realize that i am trapped and have been trapped by this feeling for toooooooo long. This friend gets way tooo much of my time,love,energy,and just way too many of my thoughts. At one pont my entire life quality was based on whether or not i talked to this person or who this person was talking to.
HONESTLY??????????
God has been beggging me to trust Him on this situation for a long time but i was never R.A.W with God. or ready and willing. I put my entire trust in this world and it has always and continues to let me down. So here i am God ready and willing. I have a past full of pain, a present full of fear, but future full of hope. Use me
Stay tuned for updates and pics... promise :)
